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So messy

Family - again on that topic today (too long of a week led to an earlier bedtime last night so no time to write).

Being in the midst of sorting through all manner of family related matters keeps this subject at the forefront for me and constantly relevant and in need of attention.

Life is hard, messy, complicated, fun, challenging, exciting, terrifying, and so much more. And family, well, family is just a whole hot mess, basically. We can either choose to ignore the mess and go along as best as possible pretending that what we have is good enough or we can see the mess and try to clean it up as best as possible for a better environment.

What I do know is that I will grow and change as a result of the hard work needed and I am confident that I will be happier with whom I become. And I believe that is true for everyone else.

Now if you were given any kind of guarantee on family being easy and tidy, please scan and send me a copy so I can see if any of the warranty papers I have stashed in a file are in fact the same!
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